1 00:01:21,402 --> 00:01:23,738 May your souls rejoice in the sky 2 00:01:24,673 --> 00:01:28,810 We baptize you for and in the name of these souls... 3 00:01:29,176 --> 00:01:30,377 that are dead. 4 00:02:35,644 --> 00:02:38,546 that these dead souls enter heaven 5 00:02:38,613 --> 00:02:42,449 using your body as a vessel. 6 00:02:42,517 --> 00:02:47,622 Let them pronounce hymns of eternal praise 7 00:02:47,689 --> 00:02:50,324 to King Emmanuel who has ordered it. 8 00:02:50,859 --> 00:02:55,362 and allow us redeem them from their prison. 9 00:02:55,429 --> 00:02:57,866 Because the prisoners will go free. 10 00:03:00,969 --> 00:03:02,369 Where are the other girls? 11 00:03:04,539 --> 00:03:06,574 Not much more, Elise. 12 00:03:10,512 --> 00:03:12,312 Patricia Whitlock. 13 00:03:12,379 --> 00:03:14,248 Patricia Whitlock. 14 00:03:24,859 --> 00:03:26,260 Eleanor Golding. 15 00:03:27,095 --> 00:03:28,630 Eleanor Golding. 16 00:03:43,410 --> 00:03:44,813 Heidi Crowe. 17 00:03:44,879 --> 00:03:46,380 Heidi Crowe. 18 00:04:01,428 --> 00:04:02,864 This is too far. 19 00:04:03,430 --> 00:04:06,300 I just arrived of the elderly. 20 00:04:07,468 --> 00:04:08,870 Everyone agrees. 21 00:04:16,376 --> 00:04:18,012 Larue. 22 00:04:35,029 --> 00:04:37,565 Help me! 23 00:04:51,112 --> 00:04:54,816 Help me! Relief! Help... 24 00:05:41,495 --> 00:05:42,764 Rhythm. 25 00:05:42,831 --> 00:05:44,732 Or you keep up. 26 00:05:45,066 --> 00:05:48,435 Okay, see you later. 27 00:05:48,503 --> 00:05:50,071 -Good morning, beautiful. -Good morning. 28 00:05:51,606 --> 00:05:54,576 New piece? How is it going? 29 00:05:54,642 --> 00:05:57,477 That's it. 30 00:05:57,545 --> 00:05:59,413 Is this you for today? 31 00:05:59,446 --> 00:06:01,115 Uh, this is the morning. 32 00:06:01,182 --> 00:06:03,017 Afternoon work It will be done in the garden, I think. 33 00:06:03,084 --> 00:06:04,085 OK. 34 00:06:04,152 --> 00:06:05,186 Very cute. 35 00:06:05,753 --> 00:06:07,856 And tonight's work? 36 00:06:09,524 --> 00:06:11,926 - Hmm. - Oh, what is this? 37 00:06:11,993 --> 00:06:13,294 Don't know. 38 00:06:13,427 --> 00:06:14,762 -Does it hurt? -Oh! 39 00:06:15,063 --> 00:06:16,698 I don't know, just... 40 00:06:16,764 --> 00:06:18,666 Hey, stop. 41 00:06:23,738 --> 00:06:25,439 - You know. - hmm? 42 00:06:26,641 --> 00:06:28,977 could convince me to stay a little longer. 43 00:06:31,713 --> 00:06:32,513 Not now. 44 00:06:33,047 --> 00:06:34,816 I'm very tired. I haven't showered. 45 00:06:34,883 --> 00:06:37,218 -I'm disgusting. -No, you're not disgusting. 46 00:06:37,285 --> 00:06:38,485 You are beautiful. 47 00:06:42,891 --> 00:06:43,992 No. 48 00:06:46,493 --> 00:06:48,696 Okay. Cool. Uh... 49 00:06:49,496 --> 00:06:50,497 I have to go. 50 00:06:51,065 --> 00:06:53,467 I will bring something for dinner. 51 00:06:54,202 --> 00:06:55,203 I love you. 52 00:06:55,270 --> 00:06:56,571 I love you more. 53 00:08:27,362 --> 00:08:28,563 Dear? 54 00:08:38,673 --> 00:08:41,242 Hey Elise! Dear! Hey, hey, hey! Hey! 55 00:08:41,309 --> 00:08:43,745 For! Elise! 56 00:08:44,679 --> 00:08:46,080 Are you OK. 57 00:08:50,318 --> 00:08:52,854 No, no, no. I... I was just in the garden. 58 00:08:55,023 --> 00:08:57,358 I was in the garden. I was in the garden. 59 00:08:57,425 --> 00:08:58,860 I was in the garden. I was... 60 00:08:58,926 --> 00:09:00,962 -I was in the garden. -Hey, hey, you're okay. 61 00:09:01,029 --> 00:09:03,931 It's okay sweetheart. Peaceful. 62 00:09:14,008 --> 00:09:17,111 I haven't had any problems with my memory for ten years. 63 00:09:18,179 --> 00:09:19,447 Every time I wake up, 64 00:09:19,514 --> 00:09:21,349 Or have I totally humiliated myself to myself... 65 00:09:21,416 --> 00:09:23,518 hurt me... 66 00:09:24,352 --> 00:09:25,787 ...or something worse. 67 00:09:27,989 --> 00:09:29,724 It has... 68 00:09:29,791 --> 00:09:31,126 Did something else happen? 69 00:09:37,532 --> 00:09:40,168 The other morning, It was in the garage. 70 00:09:41,736 --> 00:09:44,172 and I smelled something horrible. 71 00:09:47,175 --> 00:09:48,443 And I found something. 72 00:09:54,349 --> 00:09:55,617 It was from the neighbor. 73 00:10:02,591 --> 00:10:04,326 I killed that poor little dog. 74 00:10:08,530 --> 00:10:09,731 I can't live like this. 75 00:10:11,933 --> 00:10:14,736 Well, Elise, I'm going to have to be honest with you. 76 00:10:16,338 --> 00:10:18,074 The episodes they seem to last longer 77 00:10:18,139 --> 00:10:19,774 and increasingly violent. 78 00:10:20,875 --> 00:10:23,111 We're about to think about... 79 00:10:23,178 --> 00:10:24,813 the hospital until this improve. 80 00:10:24,879 --> 00:10:26,314 What, like an institution? 81 00:10:29,051 --> 00:10:31,586 No, I... I can't do that. 82 00:10:32,220 --> 00:10:34,255 No, I... I won't do that. No. 83 00:10:34,322 --> 00:10:36,291 There is one last thing What can we try? 84 00:10:37,826 --> 00:10:41,496 You know, there is a reason why you can't remember 85 00:10:41,563 --> 00:10:43,498 much of his experience in the church. 86 00:10:44,199 --> 00:10:47,435 Your mind is suppressing these memories to protect you. 87 00:10:47,502 --> 00:10:49,437 But why are they only some of the memories? 88 00:10:49,938 --> 00:10:52,874 I can remember the food I ate and things that I said, 89 00:10:52,941 --> 00:10:55,877 but when I try to think in people, names and faces, 90 00:10:55,944 --> 00:10:57,345 everything is blank. 91 00:10:57,412 --> 00:11:00,181 we don't know why some memories are clear 92 00:11:00,248 --> 00:11:02,584 and others are simply... gone. 93 00:11:04,519 --> 00:11:07,023 These blackouts... 94 00:11:07,656 --> 00:11:10,258 they are a path for this unresolved trauma 95 00:11:10,325 --> 00:11:12,627 to force its way to the surface. 96 00:11:13,895 --> 00:11:16,798 Other survivors who have left the FLDS, 97 00:11:17,232 --> 00:11:20,969 many of whom are my patients, They have had similar experiences. 98 00:11:21,703 --> 00:11:25,141 Now consider what you told me about your lack of sexual desire. 99 00:11:25,240 --> 00:11:26,641 Which Adam is sick of. 100 00:11:26,708 --> 00:11:29,344 I mean, he's understanding, but everyone has a limit. 101 00:11:29,411 --> 00:11:31,746 His strict education within the FLDS has caused 102 00:11:31,813 --> 00:11:34,516 this deletion in your sexuality. 103 00:11:35,350 --> 00:11:36,418 It's not strange. 104 00:11:36,818 --> 00:11:39,254 And it's not even the most important thing here... 105 00:11:39,788 --> 00:11:42,624 but a common indicator from past traumas. 106 00:11:43,125 --> 00:11:44,659 These repressions are causing 107 00:11:44,726 --> 00:11:46,861 these issues in your life, Elise. 108 00:11:47,629 --> 00:11:50,932 And you need to dig out these secrets. 109 00:11:50,999 --> 00:11:53,935 I would like to try an alternative form of therapy. 110 00:11:55,704 --> 00:11:58,306 I found some healers of your old church. 111 00:11:58,873 --> 00:12:00,775 Located on the outskirts of Haventon. 112 00:12:01,077 --> 00:12:02,644 And I would like to contact them. 113 00:12:04,013 --> 00:12:05,380 - The fact that? - Yes. 114 00:12:06,614 --> 00:12:09,284 I think you need to address this. at the source. 115 00:12:10,351 --> 00:12:11,986 From where your trauma began. 116 00:12:17,792 --> 00:12:19,294 FLDS? 117 00:12:19,360 --> 00:12:20,595 Fundamentalist healers? 118 00:12:20,662 --> 00:12:22,430 The same homophobes polygamists 119 00:12:22,497 --> 00:12:24,966 who kicked you out the mormon church in the first place. 120 00:12:25,034 --> 00:12:27,335 No... he just wants get back close to them, 121 00:12:27,402 --> 00:12:29,437 wants that They give you hallucinogens. 122 00:12:29,504 --> 00:12:31,372 Yes I know. It's crazy. 123 00:12:32,640 --> 00:12:34,110 What is Datura root? 124 00:12:34,176 --> 00:12:36,711 Apparently it's like the local version of ayahuasca. 125 00:12:36,778 --> 00:12:39,781 "Datura has been used for centuries by Native Americans 126 00:12:39,848 --> 00:12:41,083 to induce visions." 127 00:12:41,150 --> 00:12:43,451 "It is said that modern use helps depression and multiple sclerosis. 128 00:12:43,752 --> 00:12:45,353 I just don't see how to force yourself to come back 129 00:12:45,420 --> 00:12:47,522 in your world you can help. I mean, these people are crazy. 130 00:12:47,589 --> 00:12:50,792 Yes, but what if I have to do this to avoid going to the hospital? 131 00:12:50,859 --> 00:12:52,727 I have never taken drugs like that before. 132 00:12:52,794 --> 00:12:54,963 What happens if I get scared or something like that? 133 00:12:55,030 --> 00:12:56,464 Hey. Hey, listen. 134 00:12:57,665 --> 00:12:59,834 Let's go solve this, okay? 135 00:13:01,336 --> 00:13:02,937 You won't have to do it alone, 136 00:13:03,005 --> 00:13:05,573 and you're not going to no fucking madhouse. 137 00:13:06,975 --> 00:13:08,043 You choose. 138 00:13:09,444 --> 00:13:10,979 But if you decide to do it... 139 00:13:13,414 --> 00:13:14,649 I will do it with you. 140 00:13:15,650 --> 00:13:16,651 OK? 141 00:13:50,585 --> 00:13:51,654 Elise? 142 00:14:34,931 --> 00:14:36,131 Dear? 143 00:14:39,334 --> 00:14:40,335 Are you OK? 144 00:14:48,711 --> 00:14:50,178 I can't continue with this. 145 00:15:08,731 --> 00:15:11,166 -Uh-huh. Hand it over. -Oh, yes. 146 00:15:12,133 --> 00:15:13,669 You can share the drive with Gwen. 147 00:15:13,736 --> 00:15:15,303 Yes, if it ever comes. 148 00:15:15,370 --> 00:15:17,138 Are you sure we need someone else in this? 149 00:15:17,205 --> 00:15:19,407 -You know, I can handle it. -Yes I know. 150 00:15:19,474 --> 00:15:21,611 But I don't want to put no extra pressure on you. 151 00:15:21,677 --> 00:15:23,378 could be good have someone else there. 152 00:15:23,445 --> 00:15:25,347 And besides, she offered so... 153 00:15:25,413 --> 00:15:26,616 Hmm. 154 00:15:26,682 --> 00:15:28,283 Look who decided appear. 155 00:15:28,350 --> 00:15:29,919 Hello, sorry I'm late. 156 00:15:29,986 --> 00:15:31,319 Hello, baby. 157 00:15:31,386 --> 00:15:32,688 Thanks for coming. It means a lot to me. 158 00:15:32,755 --> 00:15:35,090 -Oh my God, of course. -Hello, Gwen. 159 00:15:35,123 --> 00:15:36,458 I didn't know that you were coming 160 00:15:36,525 --> 00:15:38,260 Don't you have a convention convention or something 161 00:15:38,326 --> 00:15:39,896 to attend this weekend? I think we have this. 162 00:15:39,962 --> 00:15:43,365 Oh oh, so you're trusting those FLDS fans 163 00:15:43,431 --> 00:15:45,968 be the sober ones when are you guys out of your faces? 164 00:15:46,101 --> 00:15:47,235 Good observation. 165 00:15:47,870 --> 00:15:49,672 So I'll stay clean 166 00:15:49,739 --> 00:15:51,774 and make sure everyone at the top and upwards. 167 00:15:51,841 --> 00:15:53,208 Capisce? 168 00:15:53,275 --> 00:15:54,844 Well, in that case, Welcome aboard, chaperone. 169 00:15:54,911 --> 00:15:57,947 The moon is rising. You have to hold hands. 170 00:15:58,346 --> 00:16:00,348 I say we put on this show on the road. 171 00:16:00,415 --> 00:16:01,249 Come on? 172 00:16:07,122 --> 00:16:08,290 Come on! 173 00:17:28,570 --> 00:17:30,505 Sounds like a tough one the other night 174 00:17:31,073 --> 00:17:34,242 My fingers felt like I had rubbed them on a cheese grater for an hour. 175 00:17:34,309 --> 00:17:36,211 But apart from that, I'm wonderful. 176 00:17:41,851 --> 00:17:42,985 The healers are confirmed. 177 00:17:43,585 --> 00:17:45,220 7:00 p.m. o'clock at Haventon. 178 00:17:46,454 --> 00:17:47,723 It's happening. 179 00:18:01,070 --> 00:18:02,237 Wow. 180 00:18:02,303 --> 00:18:03,505 Look at this. 181 00:18:08,611 --> 00:18:11,047 -Should we stop? -No, we don't have time. 182 00:18:11,379 --> 00:18:12,615 They will be fine. 183 00:18:59,427 --> 00:19:00,663 Good morning, mother. 184 00:19:02,297 --> 00:19:04,033 What have you done to your hair? 185 00:19:04,499 --> 00:19:06,769 I have cut it. Do you like it? 186 00:19:06,836 --> 00:19:10,438 You look like a little boy. Like a ten year old child. 187 00:19:10,773 --> 00:19:13,809 How are you supposed to get married? If you don't look like a man? 188 00:19:14,442 --> 00:19:18,714 I see that your friend, Jacob, has taken his third wife last week. 189 00:19:18,781 --> 00:19:21,382 -Mother. -And here you are. Single woman. 190 00:19:21,817 --> 00:19:22,818 Still. 191 00:19:26,889 --> 00:19:28,323 What is this? 192 00:19:31,193 --> 00:19:32,661 Our new patient. 193 00:19:32,728 --> 00:19:34,462 We no longer lend the service, end of matter. 194 00:19:34,529 --> 00:19:35,831 Mother, look. 195 00:19:37,465 --> 00:19:38,934 It's Elise. 196 00:19:39,367 --> 00:19:40,870 Elise Decker. 197 00:19:41,337 --> 00:19:42,405 That's how it should be. 198 00:19:43,839 --> 00:19:46,142 an explicit act of the Heavenly Father. 199 00:19:46,209 --> 00:19:48,744 -He's calling us. -No. 200 00:19:50,280 --> 00:19:51,780 I remember her. 201 00:19:52,649 --> 00:19:55,151 She was very pretty. 202 00:19:55,552 --> 00:19:57,153 A kind girl. 203 00:19:57,220 --> 00:20:00,822 And if you are in need, then we must help. 204 00:20:02,058 --> 00:20:04,027 Because it was my fault that she... 205 00:20:04,093 --> 00:20:05,328 Silence! 206 00:20:08,064 --> 00:20:10,966 You did your duty with the Heavenly Father. 207 00:20:12,435 --> 00:20:15,038 Your kind will find no help here. 208 00:20:16,005 --> 00:20:17,240 End of matter. 209 00:20:34,990 --> 00:20:36,326 How much longer? 210 00:20:36,392 --> 00:20:39,495 - "We have already arrived"? - Be quiet. 211 00:20:40,796 --> 00:20:42,232 I think I see it up here. 212 00:20:47,403 --> 00:20:48,404 That's it. 213 00:20:49,472 --> 00:20:50,806 Haventon here. 214 00:21:13,529 --> 00:21:14,530 Good. 215 00:21:15,064 --> 00:21:16,566 I guess I was hoping less forest 216 00:21:16,633 --> 00:21:18,201 and more city, but... 217 00:21:18,268 --> 00:21:19,302 Okay. 218 00:21:19,669 --> 00:21:21,070 How is it possible? 219 00:21:21,571 --> 00:21:23,839 there was a river that was running there. 220 00:21:24,440 --> 00:21:27,143 It exploded in 1910 and devastated all buildings. 221 00:21:27,577 --> 00:21:28,844 Or so they told me. 222 00:21:30,213 --> 00:21:32,482 The baptistery, somehow... 223 00:21:32,981 --> 00:21:34,484 was the only thing that survived. 224 00:21:36,985 --> 00:21:38,421 It's exactly the same. 225 00:21:41,324 --> 00:21:43,326 I think this It's going to be great, Elise. 226 00:21:44,294 --> 00:21:47,697 A confrontation of yourself, your ego, and what ails you. 227 00:21:48,464 --> 00:21:50,667 You know, exposure therapy. It's a real thing. 228 00:21:50,733 --> 00:21:52,035 It can really work. 229 00:21:55,672 --> 00:21:57,206 Are you okay? 230 00:21:57,273 --> 00:21:58,274 Yes. 231 00:21:58,874 --> 00:22:00,343 This is all a bit intense. 232 00:22:01,277 --> 00:22:03,879 We will go step by step at the same time, you and me. 233 00:22:12,921 --> 00:22:14,090 OK. 234 00:22:14,157 --> 00:22:16,925 I guess I'll unpack I alone, then. 235 00:22:38,481 --> 00:22:39,482 Crazy. 236 00:22:41,718 --> 00:22:43,186 It smells horrible. 237 00:23:41,544 --> 00:23:42,545 What is it about? 238 00:23:45,047 --> 00:23:46,249 It's a... 239 00:23:48,017 --> 00:23:49,285 baptismal font 240 00:23:51,120 --> 00:23:53,523 You know, immerse yourself in... 241 00:23:53,589 --> 00:23:55,291 get up to comforting hands 242 00:23:55,358 --> 00:23:57,293 of the Heavenly Father, something like that. 243 00:23:58,694 --> 00:24:00,062 To each his own. 244 00:24:00,596 --> 00:24:01,831 Don't worry. 245 00:24:01,898 --> 00:24:04,100 The Mormons will get you when you're dead. 246 00:24:04,801 --> 00:24:06,402 Wait, what do I know? what is it supposed to mean? 247 00:24:07,470 --> 00:24:10,673 "Unless a man is born of water and the Spirit... 248 00:24:11,307 --> 00:24:13,609 can't get in in the Kingdom of God." 249 00:24:16,212 --> 00:24:17,413 You have lost it. 250 00:24:21,083 --> 00:24:23,886 If you are not baptized in the mormon church, 251 00:24:24,020 --> 00:24:25,555 then you can't enter to your heaven. 252 00:24:26,456 --> 00:24:30,059 So what they do is accept the names of the deceased people. 253 00:24:30,760 --> 00:24:32,094 Non-Mormon friends. 254 00:24:33,062 --> 00:24:35,031 Anne Frank is one of my favorites. 255 00:24:36,566 --> 00:24:39,302 And then they will save to these poor souls 256 00:24:39,368 --> 00:24:42,472 baptizing to a living person by proxy. 257 00:24:45,141 --> 00:24:49,312 So they wet a living person as substitute body 258 00:24:49,712 --> 00:24:51,681 to carry the dead to heaven? 259 00:24:53,850 --> 00:24:55,518 Baptism for the dead, baby. 260 00:24:56,686 --> 00:24:59,055 Do these people Have you never heard of consent? 261 00:25:00,056 --> 00:25:01,190 Gee. 262 00:25:04,060 --> 00:25:05,728 Is this losing some memories? 263 00:25:08,464 --> 00:25:10,266 Many things are cloudy. 264 00:25:12,301 --> 00:25:14,604 I can remember parts of my education... 265 00:25:15,271 --> 00:25:17,173 like my father he was super strict 266 00:25:17,240 --> 00:25:19,575 because he was a man of the community, and... 267 00:25:19,976 --> 00:25:21,244 It was to be expected. 268 00:25:22,345 --> 00:25:24,514 And how my mother I was so obedient to him. 269 00:25:28,951 --> 00:25:31,988 And one of the last things What I can remember is the baptism. 270 00:25:32,788 --> 00:25:35,324 That, for some reason, was held here that night 271 00:25:35,391 --> 00:25:37,360 instead of in the city, as usual. 272 00:25:38,961 --> 00:25:40,796 I can't imagine how is that 273 00:25:41,597 --> 00:25:44,100 miss a part of your life like this. 274 00:25:46,202 --> 00:25:47,637 I remember most of it. 275 00:25:50,673 --> 00:25:51,674 But... 276 00:25:52,241 --> 00:25:54,143 when I look around the room... 277 00:25:56,979 --> 00:25:58,414 I can't see any faces. 278 00:26:01,918 --> 00:26:03,185 I don't know who is there. 279 00:26:05,688 --> 00:26:07,189 Jesus. 280 00:26:07,256 --> 00:26:08,524 Disturbing, right? 281 00:26:14,730 --> 00:26:16,299 In that sense... 282 00:26:18,234 --> 00:26:20,736 do you think maybe we can explore somewhere else? 283 00:26:21,504 --> 00:26:22,538 You go. 284 00:26:23,006 --> 00:26:24,640 I'm going to stay a minute. 285 00:26:24,707 --> 00:26:25,708 Sure? 286 00:26:27,010 --> 00:26:28,311 Exposure therapy, right? 287 00:26:29,478 --> 00:26:30,479 I'm fine. 288 00:26:31,948 --> 00:26:33,149 OK. 289 00:27:15,092 --> 00:27:16,292 By no means. 290 00:27:42,885 --> 00:27:43,919 Follow me! 291 00:27:49,425 --> 00:27:50,626 Elise! 292 00:27:51,627 --> 00:27:53,362 Fast! 293 00:28:22,258 --> 00:28:23,492 Elise! 294 00:28:25,394 --> 00:28:26,662 I'm coming, Father! 295 00:28:36,039 --> 00:28:37,273 I know you. 296 00:29:14,510 --> 00:29:15,711 Elise! 297 00:29:39,335 --> 00:29:40,703 Mother? 298 00:29:40,770 --> 00:29:43,439 You carry our name with you. 299 00:29:43,506 --> 00:29:45,908 Better someone who knows what it does 300 00:29:45,975 --> 00:29:47,676 deals with the Gentiles. 301 00:29:49,378 --> 00:29:50,713 Let's get this over with. 302 00:29:53,250 --> 00:29:55,118 Was she a friend of yours? 303 00:29:55,185 --> 00:29:56,452 I think so. 304 00:29:57,553 --> 00:29:58,821 I think his name was... 305 00:29:59,455 --> 00:30:00,623 Clara? 306 00:30:01,791 --> 00:30:03,526 my head is like a melting pot right now. 307 00:30:03,592 --> 00:30:05,427 There are a lot of memories flooding 308 00:30:05,795 --> 00:30:08,064 I can't believe May all this continue here. 309 00:30:08,131 --> 00:30:09,199 Hmm. 310 00:30:09,832 --> 00:30:11,801 Let's hope this refreshes some more things. 311 00:30:11,867 --> 00:30:13,869 Thank goodness that we came then. 312 00:30:13,936 --> 00:30:15,471 Yes. 313 00:30:15,538 --> 00:30:16,806 We should camp. 314 00:30:22,179 --> 00:30:23,379 Hello. 315 00:30:24,947 --> 00:30:25,948 Is everything going well? 316 00:30:28,118 --> 00:30:29,318 Yes. 317 00:30:42,865 --> 00:30:44,967 I couldn't stop the hipster vibe during a weekend, 318 00:30:45,035 --> 00:30:47,204 brought a flashlight like a normal human being? 319 00:30:47,270 --> 00:30:48,904 kerosene light It is of higher quality. 320 00:30:49,471 --> 00:30:50,539 What does that mean? 321 00:30:51,041 --> 00:30:53,876 Think about listening to vinyl versus streaming. 322 00:30:54,710 --> 00:30:56,112 -Jesus. -Hmm. 323 00:31:09,391 --> 00:31:12,494 You know, I can't really see. 324 00:31:22,771 --> 00:31:25,474 - Uh-huh. Here we go. - Mm-hmm. 325 00:31:29,845 --> 00:31:31,647 -Very good. So this lines up... -Here. 326 00:31:31,714 --> 00:31:35,784 ...to this. 327 00:31:38,888 --> 00:31:42,458 Just in time. 328 00:31:52,468 --> 00:31:53,469 You must be Hyrum. 329 00:31:53,903 --> 00:31:55,537 We've been texting, I'm Elise. 330 00:31:58,208 --> 00:32:00,476 You don't remember me. 331 00:32:01,510 --> 00:32:02,978 I don't feel it. 332 00:32:03,579 --> 00:32:05,514 -I, uh... -Hey. 333 00:32:06,649 --> 00:32:08,684 I'm Adam. This is Gwen. 334 00:32:10,619 --> 00:32:12,322 Oh, this is my mother... 335 00:32:12,821 --> 00:32:14,224 Sister Jessop. She... 336 00:32:14,723 --> 00:32:16,126 You can call her Alma. 337 00:32:21,131 --> 00:32:25,101 We'll go pick up our equipment. We will meet inside. 338 00:32:31,540 --> 00:32:33,209 Thank you, sir. 339 00:32:36,645 --> 00:32:38,714 Are you ready? 340 00:32:48,691 --> 00:32:52,095 I remember the names being read aloud. 341 00:32:52,162 --> 00:32:54,830 and be cold in the water, and then... 342 00:33:00,569 --> 00:33:03,739 These blackouts They are ruining my life. 343 00:33:06,443 --> 00:33:08,044 I really hope this works. 344 00:33:09,545 --> 00:33:11,547 I'm afraid of what I'm going to do. 345 00:33:14,750 --> 00:33:17,153 You've been through a lot. 346 00:33:18,221 --> 00:33:19,688 But you called us 347 00:33:19,755 --> 00:33:23,026 because we are healers of the natural order. 348 00:33:24,361 --> 00:33:27,063 Followers of the true mormon faith 349 00:33:27,130 --> 00:33:29,999 that requires observations of the principles 350 00:33:30,066 --> 00:33:34,304 established by our founder and Prophet, Joseph Smith. 351 00:33:34,603 --> 00:33:36,939 Principles are belief in psychedelics. 352 00:33:37,573 --> 00:33:40,076 Yes, what you say is true. 353 00:33:41,577 --> 00:33:45,981 But Joseph Smith himself He was a classic shaman. 354 00:33:47,183 --> 00:33:54,057 What he promised to his converts visions of the Lord. 355 00:33:54,124 --> 00:33:56,126 And what better way to keep that promise 356 00:33:56,192 --> 00:34:01,630 that through employment of sacraments infused with entheogens? 357 00:34:02,265 --> 00:34:04,666 -Hallucinogens. -Yes, I have, Gwen. 358 00:34:04,733 --> 00:34:06,802 That explains why the first mormons 359 00:34:06,869 --> 00:34:09,938 experienced visions of angels and spiritual ecstasies. 360 00:34:10,606 --> 00:34:11,840 They were drugged. 361 00:34:14,676 --> 00:34:16,712 Why hadn't I heard of this before? 362 00:34:18,515 --> 00:34:19,482 Well... 363 00:34:20,116 --> 00:34:22,985 what you could have If you had paid attention to me. 364 00:34:26,855 --> 00:34:28,224 I... Excuse me? 365 00:34:29,459 --> 00:34:32,628 In elementary school... 366 00:34:32,628 --> 00:34:36,032 He lived two blocks away of you in Spring Creek. 367 00:34:37,900 --> 00:34:42,038 Once I even gave you pine nut sweets. 368 00:34:45,241 --> 00:34:48,411 I... I'm sorry, no. I remember a lot from that time. 369 00:34:48,478 --> 00:34:49,912 Hyrum... 370 00:34:49,978 --> 00:34:50,813 please. 371 00:34:51,514 --> 00:34:54,750 Unfortunately, the Church always self-aware 372 00:34:54,817 --> 00:34:58,921 of other people's prejudices, banned such devices, 373 00:34:58,987 --> 00:35:02,658 demanding my ancestors to choose your own path, 374 00:35:02,691 --> 00:35:04,793 the path of true faith, 375 00:35:04,860 --> 00:35:07,197 as it was founded by our prophet. 376 00:35:07,863 --> 00:35:12,368 Today, our mandate is help those in need 377 00:35:12,435 --> 00:35:17,006 achieve balance and relief or whatever ails them 378 00:35:17,073 --> 00:35:18,674 by using non-traditional, 379 00:35:18,740 --> 00:35:20,443 non-western medicines. 380 00:35:20,943 --> 00:35:23,179 Henbane, Datura root. 381 00:35:25,215 --> 00:35:28,750 All in the name of the Heavenly Father. 382 00:35:31,387 --> 00:35:35,824 Trust that we will everything in our power to... 383 00:35:35,891 --> 00:35:37,193 bring you relief... 384 00:35:38,027 --> 00:35:39,028 Elise. 385 00:35:51,940 --> 00:35:53,909 What is he doing? 386 00:35:55,878 --> 00:35:58,414 We offer you our souls. 387 00:35:58,481 --> 00:36:01,950 Datura medicine It is a powerful hallucinogen. 388 00:36:03,186 --> 00:36:05,721 will take you to an altered state 389 00:36:05,787 --> 00:36:08,158 of spiritual consciousness. 390 00:36:09,725 --> 00:36:13,463 But you must know what you want learn about yourselves. 391 00:36:16,832 --> 00:36:18,734 How long does it last? 392 00:36:18,734 --> 00:36:20,069 Several hours. 393 00:36:21,004 --> 00:36:22,871 You will soon notice the effects. 394 00:36:23,373 --> 00:36:25,642 Then you will be taken to the dream state. 395 00:36:26,309 --> 00:36:28,777 But you will be returned at dawn. 396 00:36:34,517 --> 00:36:36,452 To the relief. 397 00:36:36,519 --> 00:36:37,819 -To relieve. -To relief. 398 00:37:03,779 --> 00:37:05,014 Are you okay? 399 00:37:13,022 --> 00:37:15,425 Don't fight the medicine. 400 00:37:16,626 --> 00:37:18,261 Listen to it. 401 00:37:19,329 --> 00:37:20,996 Enter their world. 402 00:37:21,964 --> 00:37:26,369 Communicate with spirits and with our Lord. 403 00:37:33,409 --> 00:37:34,611 I'm so sick. 404 00:37:35,111 --> 00:37:36,812 What is supposed Feel? 405 00:37:37,313 --> 00:37:40,816 Everyone is different. Everyone is different. 406 00:37:41,584 --> 00:37:42,585 Look at me. 407 00:37:42,918 --> 00:37:45,154 Breathe. Breathe. 408 00:37:47,889 --> 00:37:51,394 Some people feel euphoria. 409 00:37:51,461 --> 00:37:53,829 Some are anxious. 410 00:37:53,829 --> 00:37:57,433 some feel an imminent doom. 411 00:38:02,838 --> 00:38:04,173 I can't do it. 412 00:38:04,240 --> 00:38:06,309 Can't. 413 00:38:07,710 --> 00:38:09,279 I'm a fucking fraud. 414 00:38:15,118 --> 00:38:17,120 Welcome the visions. 415 00:38:17,953 --> 00:38:20,723 Embrace every emotion. 416 00:38:21,557 --> 00:38:24,661 Go deeper in the depths of your being 417 00:38:24,727 --> 00:38:27,230 and let your being feel. 418 00:38:35,937 --> 00:38:37,873 Are you OK? 419 00:38:41,477 --> 00:38:43,179 Don't know. 420 00:39:05,901 --> 00:39:07,537 Oh! 421 00:39:23,186 --> 00:39:24,986 Hey! 422 00:40:08,798 --> 00:40:09,998 What's happening? 423 00:40:11,100 --> 00:40:12,435 It's coming. 424 00:40:14,404 --> 00:40:15,438 Whom? 425 00:40:15,838 --> 00:40:17,507 It will arrive soon. 426 00:40:17,573 --> 00:40:19,041 She will teach you. 427 00:40:21,043 --> 00:40:22,278 Show me what? 428 00:40:23,613 --> 00:40:25,081 All. 429 00:40:26,749 --> 00:40:30,153 -Elise, what happened? -It must have been torn internally. 430 00:40:30,219 --> 00:40:31,854 What the hell do you mean torn internally? 431 00:40:31,920 --> 00:40:34,323 -I... I don't... I don't know! -I don't feel well. 432 00:40:34,390 --> 00:40:36,893 -Something is not right. -Mother! Mother, help. 433 00:40:36,958 --> 00:40:38,628 Elise, you're going to be okay. 434 00:40:38,694 --> 00:40:41,230 Everything is going to be fine. 435 00:40:41,297 --> 00:40:43,032 What are you doing? 436 00:40:43,099 --> 00:40:44,400 Fix a bug. 437 00:40:44,467 --> 00:40:46,502 -Stop touching her. -Let her walk. 438 00:40:56,112 --> 00:40:59,948 You are a vessel of the Heavenly Father. 439 00:41:01,617 --> 00:41:02,652 Mother. 440 00:41:02,718 --> 00:41:03,952 Silence. 441 00:41:11,194 --> 00:41:13,029 We must get it out. 442 00:41:13,095 --> 00:41:15,131 We must get it out now. 443 00:41:15,198 --> 00:41:16,699 Get what? 444 00:41:55,338 --> 00:41:56,939 Elise, breathe. 445 00:41:57,340 --> 00:42:00,576 Hey, breathe. 446 00:42:17,760 --> 00:42:19,295 Hey, say something. 447 00:42:20,429 --> 00:42:21,430 Elise. 448 00:42:41,217 --> 00:42:43,252 There's someone inside. 449 00:43:02,805 --> 00:43:04,373 You are good. Here we are. 450 00:43:11,747 --> 00:43:13,016 How do you feel? 451 00:43:13,149 --> 00:43:15,851 - Elise? - Good. I'm fine. 452 00:43:21,390 --> 00:43:22,625 I actually feel... 453 00:43:24,760 --> 00:43:25,761 better. 454 00:43:29,165 --> 00:43:30,299 Different. 455 00:43:49,852 --> 00:43:52,655 Your illness should not worry more. 456 00:43:54,657 --> 00:43:55,658 Thank you, sir. 457 00:43:56,225 --> 00:43:57,460 To both. 458 00:43:58,227 --> 00:44:00,363 Now, You must leave this place. 459 00:44:11,273 --> 00:44:13,476 Evil is here, Hyrum. 460 00:44:14,977 --> 00:44:17,213 And it is my burden. 461 00:44:20,017 --> 00:44:21,250 My burden. 462 00:44:55,018 --> 00:44:56,752 Shit. What time is it? 463 00:44:57,520 --> 00:44:58,788 Almost noon. 464 00:44:59,388 --> 00:45:00,690 That? Fuck. 465 00:45:01,857 --> 00:45:03,093 Wait, where is Elise? 466 00:45:03,160 --> 00:45:04,994 You didn't let her go on your own, right? 467 00:45:05,062 --> 00:45:06,096 Don't worry. 468 00:45:06,163 --> 00:45:07,430 It's right there. 469 00:45:09,465 --> 00:45:10,666 Alright? 470 00:45:12,902 --> 00:45:14,470 Really? 471 00:45:14,537 --> 00:45:15,671 Don't know. 472 00:45:18,641 --> 00:45:20,609 what the hell Was that last night? 473 00:45:23,446 --> 00:45:24,780 I was scared shitless. 474 00:45:27,349 --> 00:45:28,551 Have you learned anything? 475 00:45:29,318 --> 00:45:31,154 Apparently... 476 00:45:31,287 --> 00:45:32,855 I'm a selfish monster. 477 00:45:35,192 --> 00:45:36,392 Aren't we all? 478 00:45:39,328 --> 00:45:41,297 Good morning. Hello. 479 00:45:41,897 --> 00:45:44,800 -How are you feeling? - I feel good. Good. 480 00:45:44,867 --> 00:45:46,702 Do you see it? what did i say from the beginning? 481 00:45:46,769 --> 00:45:50,173 -Embrace mysticism. -Your eyes are so clear. 482 00:45:50,706 --> 00:45:53,375 It's like I had this weight in my stomach all these years. 483 00:45:53,442 --> 00:45:55,444 It was...causing so much fear and stress, 484 00:45:55,511 --> 00:45:57,580 and I knew I had something What to do with blackouts, 485 00:45:57,646 --> 00:45:58,881 and now it's just gone. 486 00:45:58,948 --> 00:46:00,916 Honey. It's incredible. 487 00:46:02,018 --> 00:46:03,019 Hmm. 488 00:46:03,419 --> 00:46:05,588 Should we, uh, go see a doctor? 489 00:46:05,654 --> 00:46:08,158 I mean, things that came out of you last night. 490 00:46:08,557 --> 00:46:10,559 I'm sorry. I didn't want bring up the topic. 491 00:46:10,626 --> 00:46:11,927 -I just... -No, it was, um, 492 00:46:11,994 --> 00:46:13,462 It was a serious disaster. 493 00:46:14,064 --> 00:46:15,631 But honestly, I feel great. 494 00:46:16,565 --> 00:46:18,334 Like the best I've had in years. 495 00:46:19,435 --> 00:46:21,403 I'll go see a doctor when we come back, 496 00:46:21,470 --> 00:46:23,039 just to be sure. I promise you. 497 00:46:23,873 --> 00:46:25,908 Honestly this is even better than I expected. 498 00:46:25,975 --> 00:46:28,245 Shall we get going? 499 00:46:28,344 --> 00:46:29,879 Slow down. I know it is 500 00:46:29,945 --> 00:46:31,680 not even close bourbon time, but... 501 00:46:32,149 --> 00:46:33,849 -We need to celebrate. -That? 502 00:46:34,251 --> 00:46:35,351 Are you in? 503 00:46:35,584 --> 00:46:36,752 Fuck him. 504 00:46:36,819 --> 00:46:38,420 Can't we do it when do we come back? 505 00:46:38,487 --> 00:46:40,190 I'm very proud of you. 506 00:46:40,257 --> 00:46:41,457 You deserve it. 507 00:46:41,857 --> 00:46:42,925 I love you. 508 00:46:43,893 --> 00:46:44,894 I love you more. 509 00:47:02,645 --> 00:47:05,881 For Elise and her healing. 510 00:47:05,948 --> 00:47:07,449 -Health. -Health. 511 00:47:08,517 --> 00:47:10,386 That Datura refreshed some memories. 512 00:47:10,419 --> 00:47:12,155 Things I had forgotten. 513 00:47:12,222 --> 00:47:13,756 Like what? 514 00:47:13,823 --> 00:47:14,857 Um... 515 00:47:15,258 --> 00:47:16,559 You can tell us anything. 516 00:47:17,827 --> 00:47:18,828 OK. 517 00:47:19,461 --> 00:47:20,696 Clara. 518 00:47:21,231 --> 00:47:22,731 I remember more details. 519 00:47:24,201 --> 00:47:25,401 What details? 520 00:47:26,502 --> 00:47:29,839 Well she was the bishop's daughter. 521 00:47:31,740 --> 00:47:34,077 And we... 522 00:47:36,112 --> 00:47:37,613 We are more than friends. 523 00:47:38,747 --> 00:47:41,851 I... I think it was sexual. 524 00:47:42,818 --> 00:47:43,619 Wait. You... 525 00:47:43,919 --> 00:47:46,655 you went to bed with the bishop's daughter? 526 00:47:46,722 --> 00:47:48,225 I think so. Don't know. 527 00:47:48,291 --> 00:47:49,558 Wait. 528 00:47:49,625 --> 00:47:51,861 Wait, what happened, girl? Spill the tea. 529 00:47:53,096 --> 00:47:54,797 When I think of her... 530 00:47:55,464 --> 00:47:57,067 all I feel is... 531 00:47:58,534 --> 00:47:59,768 I don't know. 532 00:48:00,103 --> 00:48:02,105 Um, feelings about... 533 00:48:03,173 --> 00:48:05,507 sex. 534 00:48:05,574 --> 00:48:07,843 Is this why you And I have problems with this? 535 00:48:08,444 --> 00:48:09,645 I mean, with us? 536 00:48:10,946 --> 00:48:12,882 - That? -You know exactly what I mean. 537 00:48:12,948 --> 00:48:15,085 Is this why you and I don't have sex anymore? 538 00:48:15,151 --> 00:48:16,886 Uh, Adam, can we talk about this later? 539 00:48:16,952 --> 00:48:18,954 Is there any other secret What are you hiding? 540 00:48:20,357 --> 00:48:22,858 This is a surprise for me as for you. 541 00:48:23,093 --> 00:48:24,960 Guys maybe I should go to take a walk. 542 00:48:25,527 --> 00:48:27,696 You haven't looked at me once in years. 543 00:48:28,164 --> 00:48:30,166 each pass What I do is shot down. 544 00:48:30,233 --> 00:48:31,934 Each and every one of them. 545 00:48:32,001 --> 00:48:34,004 It's as if the idea kissing me gives you chills. 546 00:48:34,070 --> 00:48:35,871 - That's not true. - And now I find out 547 00:48:35,938 --> 00:48:38,474 you are so into sex that They will kick you out of the church. 548 00:48:38,474 --> 00:48:39,942 That's not what I said, idiot! 549 00:48:40,010 --> 00:48:41,744 I'm just going to go to take a walk. 550 00:48:41,810 --> 00:48:42,811 No, stay. 551 00:48:43,246 --> 00:48:44,347 I will go. 552 00:48:44,480 --> 00:48:48,484 Shit. 553 00:48:58,994 --> 00:49:00,363 Where are we going? 554 00:49:00,496 --> 00:49:01,897 Come on! 555 00:49:07,337 --> 00:49:08,570 Praise be. 556 00:49:09,505 --> 00:49:10,673 Isn't it amazing? 557 00:49:13,009 --> 00:49:14,010 And look. 558 00:49:52,984 --> 00:49:54,152 -Elise. - Jesus. 559 00:49:54,219 --> 00:49:56,254 Listen, I don't know what happened 560 00:49:56,321 --> 00:49:59,590 No, no, no, wait, wait, wait. Listen... 561 00:49:59,657 --> 00:50:01,759 what I did there, I crossed the line. 562 00:50:02,127 --> 00:50:02,960 OK? I... 563 00:50:03,161 --> 00:50:05,629 Your things, your past, It's yours. 564 00:50:06,398 --> 00:50:08,966 It's not my place to judge or feel insecure. 565 00:50:09,034 --> 00:50:12,104 And it was my shit, and I took it with you. And I'm a dick. 566 00:50:14,039 --> 00:50:17,075 To tell the truth, I'm happy that you feel better, and... 567 00:50:17,675 --> 00:50:19,877 I hope you can forgive me. 568 00:50:21,346 --> 00:50:22,546 Elise. 569 00:50:23,148 --> 00:50:24,149 Hello. 570 00:50:28,686 --> 00:50:30,022 I want something, Adam. 571 00:50:31,256 --> 00:50:32,290 Anything. 572 00:50:32,757 --> 00:50:33,924 What can I do? 573 00:51:08,427 --> 00:51:09,960 This is for me, not for you. 574 00:51:38,490 --> 00:51:39,757 Fuck. 575 00:52:00,412 --> 00:52:01,679 Hello? 576 00:52:05,716 --> 00:52:06,917 Hello? 577 00:52:36,047 --> 00:52:38,716 Oh, Elise, you naughty girl. 578 00:53:04,242 --> 00:53:06,311 Hey! 579 00:53:07,745 --> 00:53:09,181 Hey! 580 00:53:10,015 --> 00:53:10,814 Help me! 581 00:53:11,183 --> 00:53:14,818 Someone open the door! 582 00:53:22,527 --> 00:53:23,761 Aid! 583 00:53:26,097 --> 00:53:28,400 Damn. Shit. 584 00:53:47,385 --> 00:53:50,055 Do you feel like a Heavenly Father? 585 00:53:51,989 --> 00:53:54,292 Let me out! 586 00:53:54,359 --> 00:53:56,061 Let me out! 587 00:53:57,795 --> 00:54:01,832 Let me out! 588 00:54:03,635 --> 00:54:05,803 -Help me! -Gwen, we're here! 589 00:54:07,905 --> 00:54:10,808 No problem. You are fine. 590 00:54:11,842 --> 00:54:12,943 What the fuck? 591 00:54:13,345 --> 00:54:15,347 God, that really scared me the shit out of me. 592 00:54:15,413 --> 00:54:16,648 We're here, okay? 593 00:54:16,715 --> 00:54:18,350 What did you see there? 594 00:54:19,883 --> 00:54:21,819 I don't know. Um... 595 00:54:21,885 --> 00:54:23,255 Nothing, nothing. I just... 596 00:54:24,356 --> 00:54:26,691 Oh god, I'm obviously losing my fucking mind 597 00:54:26,824 --> 00:54:28,693 No, no, nobody he is losing his mind. 598 00:54:28,826 --> 00:54:30,095 We are all fine. 599 00:54:30,161 --> 00:54:31,162 Let's go. 600 00:54:45,710 --> 00:54:47,279 Guys, what the hell is this? 601 00:55:02,694 --> 00:55:03,894 There is no way. 602 00:55:07,998 --> 00:55:10,101 This one's head has been skewered. 603 00:55:13,071 --> 00:55:15,006 This one's head has been crushed. 604 00:55:17,742 --> 00:55:19,311 Someone is screwing us. 605 00:55:30,488 --> 00:55:32,290 Do you see it? Nothing. 606 00:55:32,357 --> 00:55:34,892 It's definitely the battery. someone must have left lights on last night. 607 00:55:34,925 --> 00:55:36,927 you left the lights lit last night. 608 00:55:37,629 --> 00:55:38,962 Well, call AAA. 609 00:55:39,030 --> 00:55:40,799 Let's fix this so we can go. 610 00:55:40,898 --> 00:55:42,200 No, we are in the middle out of nowhere. 611 00:55:42,267 --> 00:55:44,469 It will take them forever get out of here 612 00:55:44,536 --> 00:55:45,903 We could call Hyrum. 613 00:55:46,571 --> 00:55:47,905 Hey? 614 00:55:47,938 --> 00:55:49,774 Oh really? Do you want me What to call that weirdo? 615 00:55:49,907 --> 00:55:51,076 I'll call you. 616 00:55:51,142 --> 00:55:52,344 It has to be closer than any other, 617 00:55:52,410 --> 00:55:54,412 and I'm sure who will be happy to help. 618 00:55:54,479 --> 00:55:55,613 Good idea. 619 00:55:55,680 --> 00:55:56,815 The sooner the better. 620 00:55:56,914 --> 00:55:58,583 Hmm. 621 00:56:10,261 --> 00:56:13,031 You should leave it running at least half an hour. 622 00:56:13,498 --> 00:56:16,534 You don't want to stand still the side of one of these roads. 623 00:56:18,636 --> 00:56:19,970 Listen, you should know. 624 00:56:21,306 --> 00:56:25,510 Mother confessed to having seen a spirit clinging to you. 625 00:56:27,112 --> 00:56:29,247 It took a lot of effort, but he took it off. 626 00:56:30,682 --> 00:56:31,683 Excuse me? 627 00:56:32,016 --> 00:56:33,951 You can feel it, right? 628 00:56:34,285 --> 00:56:36,454 Your illness is no joke to play with. 629 00:56:36,521 --> 00:56:37,522 It's no joke. 630 00:56:38,356 --> 00:56:40,958 She stirred the spirit that lived inside you. 631 00:56:41,025 --> 00:56:43,027 Listen, I think it's time for you to leave 632 00:56:45,096 --> 00:56:46,297 You should go. 633 00:56:47,832 --> 00:56:48,867 Mm-hmm. 634 00:56:49,200 --> 00:56:51,503 Well, I suggest May you all do the same. 635 00:56:52,804 --> 00:56:55,039 Because whatever it is that thing was... 636 00:56:56,474 --> 00:56:57,609 now it's free... 637 00:56:58,276 --> 00:56:59,577 do what you please. 638 00:57:01,012 --> 00:57:02,514 look what he has already done. 639 00:57:08,453 --> 00:57:10,388 Hyrum... 640 00:57:11,122 --> 00:57:13,024 I know this It's going to sound strange, but... 641 00:57:13,758 --> 00:57:16,661 do you remember a girl called Clara from Spring Creek? 642 00:57:19,731 --> 00:57:21,132 You should get out of here... 643 00:57:21,766 --> 00:57:24,202 as soon as you can. 644 00:57:26,037 --> 00:57:27,405 That guy is crazy. 645 00:57:27,872 --> 00:57:29,374 We should probably pack up camp. 646 00:57:30,575 --> 00:57:33,011 Do you care If I take one last look? 647 00:57:33,044 --> 00:57:35,013 Elise, we have to go, Like, now. 648 00:57:35,013 --> 00:57:37,449 Hyrum said we need to run the car for at least half an hour. 649 00:57:37,515 --> 00:57:39,517 You probably don't need to run the car for half an hour. 650 00:57:39,584 --> 00:57:41,453 Look I know that this is going to sound crazy... 651 00:57:41,519 --> 00:57:44,355 but I need to know more about what happened to Clara. 652 00:57:45,623 --> 00:57:48,526 This is the first time I have had memories of my past. 653 00:57:49,694 --> 00:57:52,697 Do you know what it is not know who you are? 654 00:57:52,764 --> 00:57:53,932 -Elise. - Please? 655 00:57:54,299 --> 00:57:56,201 We'll be gone before nightfall, I promise. 656 00:58:50,688 --> 00:58:53,491 I would like give my testimony... 657 00:58:54,392 --> 00:58:57,262 that I know the church is true. 658 00:58:58,763 --> 00:59:01,132 This sin is great... 659 00:59:02,166 --> 00:59:06,104 but I apologize in the Telestial Kingdom 660 00:59:06,137 --> 00:59:08,473 in exchange for a life lived faithfully 661 00:59:08,540 --> 00:59:12,443 to our Heavenly Father and to our Prophet Warren Jeffs. 662 00:59:16,781 --> 00:59:20,385 I... I must pray for it... 663 00:59:20,451 --> 00:59:22,654 Well there is no other way. 664 00:59:25,123 --> 00:59:26,391 I say this... 665 00:59:27,125 --> 00:59:29,394 in the name of Jesus Christ. 666 00:59:30,161 --> 00:59:31,362 Amen. 667 00:59:56,921 --> 00:59:58,489 Take my offering. 668 00:59:59,824 --> 01:00:02,293 Grant peace to my family. 669 01:00:27,452 --> 01:00:29,187 Clara, what happened to you? 670 01:01:58,043 --> 01:01:59,144 I'm back, mother. 671 01:01:59,911 --> 01:02:01,879 you were right about those Gentiles. 672 01:02:02,280 --> 01:02:03,781 They don't have the slightest... 673 01:02:04,649 --> 01:02:05,650 Mother! 674 01:02:06,185 --> 01:02:08,720 Oh no, no, no, no! 675 01:02:08,786 --> 01:02:10,354 What have you done? 676 01:02:10,421 --> 01:02:12,590 No, what have you done? What have you done? 677 01:02:12,990 --> 01:02:15,326 Okay, you're going to be fine. 678 01:02:15,393 --> 01:02:16,861 You're going to be fine. 679 01:02:17,361 --> 01:02:20,431 You're going to be fine. 680 01:02:20,498 --> 01:02:22,867 Uncle, Mom is very badly hurt. 681 01:02:22,934 --> 01:02:25,369 Gather the family, come quickly. 682 01:02:26,171 --> 01:02:27,438 OK. 683 01:02:51,230 --> 01:02:52,764 There it is. 684 01:02:52,830 --> 01:02:54,866 Adam wouldn't let me up camp until you returned. 685 01:02:54,932 --> 01:02:56,701 Can we go now, please? 686 01:02:56,768 --> 01:02:57,769 Are you OK? 687 01:02:59,937 --> 01:03:02,007 I just need to be alone for a minute. 688 01:03:25,496 --> 01:03:27,099 I need to talk to her. 689 01:03:31,270 --> 01:03:33,571 I need to talk to her! Right now! 690 01:03:46,417 --> 01:03:47,618 Because? 691 01:03:49,520 --> 01:03:51,989 The witch gets stronger, Hyrum... 692 01:03:52,790 --> 01:03:54,992 and will claim his host. 693 01:03:56,061 --> 01:03:58,462 What are you taking about? What witch? 694 01:03:58,863 --> 01:04:03,068 The spirit we eliminate. Larue. 695 01:04:03,135 --> 01:04:05,469 Larue? Who is Larue? 696 01:04:07,405 --> 01:04:10,408 They told us it was a Haventon settler... 697 01:04:10,408 --> 01:04:15,813 a devout member of the church, and mentor to young women. 698 01:04:19,184 --> 01:04:21,119 was not known by the other settlers, 699 01:04:21,186 --> 01:04:23,988 but his deep devotion to the doctrine and the covenants 700 01:04:24,056 --> 01:04:28,593 masked a sick mind, that of a witch. 701 01:04:29,527 --> 01:04:32,097 The bodies were never found. 702 01:04:33,065 --> 01:04:34,732 She consumed them. 703 01:04:41,240 --> 01:04:44,709 That night, your great-great-grandfather 704 01:04:44,775 --> 01:04:47,012 and his search party reached 705 01:04:47,079 --> 01:04:50,548 all that was left of the young women. 706 01:05:07,366 --> 01:05:09,134 In his last breath... 707 01:05:09,201 --> 01:05:12,470 Larue swore that not even death I wouldn't stop her 708 01:05:12,470 --> 01:05:14,906 taking revenge on the church. 709 01:05:15,973 --> 01:05:19,844 We celebrate Elise's baptism for the ritual of the dead 710 01:05:19,911 --> 01:05:22,513 at the old haventon fountain, 711 01:05:22,580 --> 01:05:25,917 so as not to stain our own temple with its sin. 712 01:05:27,185 --> 01:05:32,024 It was I who gave that the name of the witch be pronounced, 713 01:05:32,090 --> 01:05:35,294 to embarrass the girl Elise for what he did. 714 01:05:35,360 --> 01:05:40,798 I didn't know that the witch I would claim her as a guest. 715 01:05:41,599 --> 01:05:44,902 And now Larue will claim it again. 716 01:05:45,836 --> 01:05:49,507 Soul. 717 01:06:00,352 --> 01:06:01,652 What's happening? 718 01:06:03,322 --> 01:06:04,522 Mother? 719 01:06:05,390 --> 01:06:06,724 No, mother. 720 01:06:07,125 --> 01:06:08,526 No. 721 01:06:09,727 --> 01:06:13,764 No, no. No. 722 01:06:14,765 --> 01:06:18,136 No, no, no, no, no. 723 01:06:39,857 --> 01:06:43,761 We have to go. It's been there like one hour. What is he doing? 724 01:06:43,828 --> 01:06:46,064 - Say something. - Don't worry. 725 01:06:46,131 --> 01:06:47,232 We're leaving soon. 726 01:06:48,632 --> 01:06:50,068 Adam. 727 01:06:52,004 --> 01:06:54,472 -Adam. -Wait a second. 728 01:06:58,176 --> 01:06:59,310 Hello. 729 01:07:00,178 --> 01:07:01,312 I was just registering. 730 01:07:02,047 --> 01:07:03,247 Is everything going well? 731 01:07:03,916 --> 01:07:05,183 I'm fine. 732 01:07:07,753 --> 01:07:08,754 Uhh. 733 01:07:09,220 --> 01:07:10,756 Gwen is a little weirded out. 734 01:07:11,924 --> 01:07:13,659 I think we should go. 735 01:07:14,727 --> 01:07:15,728 Yes, okay. 736 01:07:17,997 --> 01:07:19,197 OK. 737 01:07:19,865 --> 01:07:20,866 Adam... 738 01:07:24,302 --> 01:07:25,503 thank you... 739 01:07:27,205 --> 01:07:28,573 for your support today. 740 01:07:31,076 --> 01:07:32,778 I know it was a strange request. 741 01:07:34,613 --> 01:07:36,414 I'm sorry for being so screwed. 742 01:07:36,481 --> 01:07:39,118 No. No, no, no. If anything... 743 01:07:39,752 --> 01:07:41,820 it's me Who should apologize? 744 01:07:43,421 --> 01:07:44,823 Maybe I thought more memories 745 01:07:44,890 --> 01:07:47,325 would come back to me. You understand me? 746 01:07:47,960 --> 01:07:49,460 Like some kind of closure? 747 01:07:50,228 --> 01:07:51,262 Yes. 748 01:07:51,329 --> 01:07:52,898 No, I... I understand. 749 01:07:54,232 --> 01:07:55,266 And... 750 01:07:55,533 --> 01:07:58,469 I'm sorry again for losing my head. 751 01:08:00,238 --> 01:08:01,539 I'm a horrible drunk. 752 01:08:02,641 --> 01:08:03,642 I admit it. 753 01:08:05,978 --> 01:08:07,245 I love you. 754 01:08:07,780 --> 01:08:08,781 I love you more. 755 01:08:13,652 --> 01:08:14,687 Uh... 756 01:08:15,353 --> 01:08:17,956 Can I take a quick piss and then pack the car? 757 01:08:19,091 --> 01:08:20,324 OK. 758 01:08:33,706 --> 01:08:36,875 Jesus, Gwen. 759 01:08:36,942 --> 01:08:39,277 It's not the time to sneak up on people. 760 01:09:02,735 --> 01:09:05,504 I've been sitting here patiently all the time. 761 01:09:05,571 --> 01:09:06,672 Expecting. 762 01:09:06,739 --> 01:09:08,039 Waiting endlessly. 763 01:09:08,106 --> 01:09:09,475 What is it that What do you want me to do? 764 01:09:09,542 --> 01:09:11,076 Oh my god, it's too much. Okay. I... 765 01:09:11,142 --> 01:09:12,977 I... I'm done. I won't wait any longer. 766 01:09:13,044 --> 01:09:14,547 Gwen, I'm doing my best. that I can 767 01:09:14,613 --> 01:09:16,014 Please try to calm down. 768 01:09:16,081 --> 01:09:17,949 - Jesus. - Hey, hey, hey. 769 01:09:19,452 --> 01:09:20,453 Hey... 770 01:09:20,820 --> 01:09:22,020 almost. 771 01:09:25,624 --> 01:09:27,326 - No. - No. 772 01:09:29,495 --> 01:09:32,163 The deal was that once Elise was healthy and better, 773 01:09:32,231 --> 01:09:33,532 you would leave her 774 01:09:33,599 --> 01:09:35,301 I'm not going to wait another four months. 775 01:09:35,368 --> 01:09:38,304 Gwen, they've passed less than 24 hours. It's... 776 01:09:41,640 --> 01:09:43,309 Elise, listen to me. 777 01:09:43,376 --> 01:09:45,211 - How could you? - Listen to me. 778 01:09:45,277 --> 01:09:46,812 -Get away from me. -Fuck. 779 01:09:46,945 --> 01:09:49,013 -What the hell did we do? -Adam, stop. 780 01:10:17,476 --> 01:10:21,380 Elise. Elise. 781 01:10:24,015 --> 01:10:25,618 are you sure Are we alone? 782 01:10:27,586 --> 01:10:30,356 Just like a shepherd without his flock. 783 01:10:40,399 --> 01:10:41,500 I love you. 784 01:11:11,697 --> 01:11:14,032 I'm sorry I'm late. It just rained. 785 01:11:18,771 --> 01:11:20,038 Father? 786 01:11:25,109 --> 01:11:26,312 Father? 787 01:11:37,256 --> 01:11:39,391 John 4:18 says... 788 01:11:39,458 --> 01:11:41,227 "There is no fear in love. 789 01:11:42,361 --> 01:11:44,296 But perfect love cast out fear, 790 01:11:44,363 --> 01:11:46,064 because fear torments." 791 01:12:01,145 --> 01:12:02,348 I love her. 792 01:12:03,749 --> 01:12:05,116 And he loves me. 793 01:12:07,653 --> 01:12:08,654 Please, Father. 794 01:12:10,154 --> 01:12:12,858 The young woman said that you intimidated her into doing it. 795 01:12:12,925 --> 01:12:14,527 That it was all your idea. 796 01:12:15,628 --> 01:12:17,095 No, that's not true. 797 01:12:17,630 --> 01:12:18,931 She... 798 01:12:18,998 --> 01:12:21,199 she would never say that. I didn't do anything wrong. 799 01:12:21,267 --> 01:12:22,701 "What is right does not stand 800 01:12:22,768 --> 01:12:25,504 yes in the eyes of the church It's wrong." 801 01:12:28,941 --> 01:12:30,376 No, no, no, no, no. 802 01:12:30,442 --> 01:12:32,745 Please, Father, please Don't let them take me. 803 01:12:32,811 --> 01:12:37,115 - Please don't do this to me. - I apologize. I ask your forgiveness. 804 01:12:37,181 --> 01:12:38,450 Please, please, I'll be better. 805 01:12:38,517 --> 01:12:40,151 you will stay in the enclosure 806 01:12:40,219 --> 01:12:41,654 until tomorrow afternoon... 807 01:12:41,720 --> 01:12:44,290 when the orphanage worker come pick you up. 808 01:12:45,324 --> 01:12:47,125 I want you out of my house. 809 01:12:47,560 --> 01:12:51,564 No, no, no, mother, please Don't let them take me. 810 01:12:51,630 --> 01:12:53,332 Please. 811 01:12:53,399 --> 01:12:55,467 Please, dad. No. 812 01:12:56,035 --> 01:12:58,237 Please don't. 813 01:12:58,304 --> 01:13:04,510 No! No! 814 01:13:48,854 --> 01:13:51,056 Maybe we'll come back in the morning to get her. 815 01:13:51,624 --> 01:13:53,792 Leave the campsite set up? What do you think? 816 01:13:55,227 --> 01:13:56,762 We're not going anywhere, Gwen. 817 01:13:57,730 --> 01:14:00,532 Let's wait here until I come back. 818 01:14:26,959 --> 01:14:29,228 Well you sure as fuck won't you stay with me? 819 01:14:29,228 --> 01:14:30,529 Hey... 820 01:14:30,596 --> 01:14:32,598 I really need your support right now, okay? 821 01:14:32,665 --> 01:14:34,500 It has been a very hard night for me. 822 01:14:34,566 --> 01:14:37,336 Oh, fuck you, Adam. Go wait in the car. 823 01:14:38,070 --> 01:14:39,371 Gwen, come on. 824 01:14:40,706 --> 01:14:41,707 Please. 825 01:15:02,528 --> 01:15:03,962 Moron! 826 01:15:04,029 --> 01:15:07,733 Incredible. How could you be so careless, damn idiot? 827 01:15:15,708 --> 01:15:16,709 Fuck. 828 01:15:59,752 --> 01:16:02,321 Gwen. 829 01:16:30,415 --> 01:16:33,085 What is going wrong? What's happening? 830 01:16:33,152 --> 01:16:36,222 There's someone in there! I swear to God! 831 01:16:36,355 --> 01:16:38,357 Adam, please! We have to fucking go! 832 01:16:38,357 --> 01:16:39,792 There is nothing there. What was it? 833 01:16:39,858 --> 01:16:41,760 There's a woman in there, I swear. 834 01:16:41,827 --> 01:16:43,929 - Fuck this! - It's empty. 835 01:16:45,697 --> 01:16:47,633 Gwen! 836 01:16:49,034 --> 01:16:50,270 No! Gwen! 837 01:16:50,369 --> 01:16:51,570 Hey! 838 01:16:52,738 --> 01:16:53,739 Fuck! 839 01:18:34,072 --> 01:18:35,375 Hello, Elise. 840 01:18:35,474 --> 01:18:37,843 -Clara. -It's me. It's really me. 841 01:18:37,910 --> 01:18:39,945 -Clara, I've missed you. -Dig! 842 01:18:40,479 --> 01:18:42,481 -Hey? -Dig! 843 01:18:47,552 --> 01:18:50,390 -What am I looking for? -It's a surprise. 844 01:18:50,489 --> 01:18:52,491 I love surprises. 845 01:18:54,760 --> 01:18:57,496 I've missed you so much, Clara. My heart aches for you. 846 01:18:57,529 --> 01:19:01,066 - If only my heart still beat. - Yes, I hope. 847 01:19:06,571 --> 01:19:08,507 Praise, what is it? 848 01:19:12,611 --> 01:19:13,912 It's a bone. 849 01:19:14,513 --> 01:19:17,182 -A rib, I think. -Marvelous. There must be more. 850 01:19:17,250 --> 01:19:19,885 Sir, I hope so. Do I keep digging? 851 01:19:19,952 --> 01:19:21,753 Did Joseph Smith have ten wives? 852 01:19:33,399 --> 01:19:34,434 What have you found? 853 01:19:34,866 --> 01:19:37,536 That is definitely a skull. 854 01:19:40,539 --> 01:19:41,740 Am I not pretty? 855 01:19:45,077 --> 01:19:46,078 The most beautiful. 856 01:19:55,887 --> 01:19:57,622 They are looking for you. 857 01:19:58,056 --> 01:20:00,058 There is someone here to take you 858 01:20:17,576 --> 01:20:19,911 I'm sorry for what I did. 859 01:20:22,147 --> 01:20:24,549 I just... I panicked. I didn't know what to do. 860 01:20:25,784 --> 01:20:27,019 Do you hate me? 861 01:20:32,225 --> 01:20:33,226 No. 862 01:20:37,430 --> 01:20:38,630 Oh no. 863 01:20:41,767 --> 01:20:42,968 I am grateful. 864 01:20:58,683 --> 01:21:00,986 Elise... ...what are you doing? 865 01:21:04,990 --> 01:21:06,024 Elise. 866 01:21:48,568 --> 01:21:50,303 No, no, no, no. What have I done? 867 01:21:50,369 --> 01:21:52,137 What have I done? Clara! 868 01:22:26,472 --> 01:22:27,772 Oh, it's you. 869 01:22:32,010 --> 01:22:33,346 Now I remember you. 870 01:22:38,850 --> 01:22:40,785 You've been with me all the time. 871 01:25:30,556 --> 01:25:33,058 Elise, please! 872 01:25:37,663 --> 01:25:39,197 What does it feel like? 873 01:25:40,098 --> 01:25:42,568 Do you feel like a Heavenly Father? 874 01:25:47,773 --> 01:25:48,774 Elise, please. 875 01:25:49,107 --> 01:25:50,643 I know what I've done It is unforgivable. 876 01:25:50,710 --> 01:25:53,512 Do you really think that an apology is it going to make everything okay? 877 01:25:53,579 --> 01:25:55,614 Let go of me, Elise. 878 01:26:18,203 --> 01:26:20,105 No, Elise. Hey! 879 01:26:27,346 --> 01:26:28,381 Come on. 880 01:26:31,417 --> 01:26:32,418 Elise. 881 01:26:33,686 --> 01:26:34,953 Elise. 882 01:26:44,597 --> 01:26:45,631 Jesus. 883 01:26:45,997 --> 01:26:48,267 Oh, your face. What has happened? 884 01:26:58,544 --> 01:27:00,613 What the hell are you doing? 885 01:27:01,847 --> 01:27:03,816 Elise, stop. 886 01:27:08,387 --> 01:27:09,388 Help her. 887 01:27:09,755 --> 01:27:11,657 Flesh gives birth to flesh. 888 01:27:12,123 --> 01:27:14,527 From the spirit the spirit is born. 889 01:27:17,195 --> 01:27:19,632 From the spirit the spirit is born. 890 01:27:26,004 --> 01:27:27,172 My God! 891 01:27:28,774 --> 01:27:32,010 Oh shit. Oh shit! No! No! 892 01:27:33,546 --> 01:27:37,115 Hey! Hey! Let me out! 893 01:27:37,182 --> 01:27:39,150 Save it, Larue. 894 01:27:39,218 --> 01:27:42,020 From the spirit the spirit is born. 895 01:27:45,758 --> 01:27:47,560 Come on! 896 01:27:47,626 --> 01:27:52,163 In the name of Heavenly Father, she is innocent. 897 01:27:53,499 --> 01:27:54,500 Please. 898 01:27:55,768 --> 01:27:58,102 Mercy is grace. 899 01:28:23,596 --> 01:28:27,131 Oh no! No! 900 01:28:36,876 --> 01:28:37,877 Drown! 901 01:28:38,176 --> 01:28:39,945 No, no, no. 902 01:28:49,087 --> 01:28:50,523 No, no, no, no! 903 01:28:51,891 --> 01:28:53,191 Drown in it! 904 01:29:13,679 --> 01:29:17,516 Shit! 905 01:29:17,583 --> 01:29:21,687 Come on! 906 01:29:27,125 --> 01:29:29,495 No no! No, please. Let me out! 907 01:29:32,264 --> 01:29:33,499 Adam. 908 01:29:37,168 --> 01:29:38,804 Adam. 909 01:29:50,716 --> 01:29:51,717 Elise. 910 01:29:53,151 --> 01:29:54,286 Please. 911 01:30:05,931 --> 01:30:07,232 I love you. 912 01:30:07,766 --> 01:30:09,167 I love you more. 913 01:31:24,777 --> 01:31:27,379 I trust that everyone has practiced hold your breath 914 01:31:28,547 --> 01:31:30,582 They are ready, Bishop Franklin. 915 01:31:37,723 --> 01:31:40,426 May your souls rejoice in heaven.